Human health dilemma

itself,
pd resigned to the divine,
WHY,
aap has
terjdi,
a human health,
layakny who has a soul and body healthy,
BUT WHY,
I tidakk have it,
trlalu remains weak,
fragile soul,
endeavor,
efforts and prayers without interruption,
BUT WHY IS THIS STILL,
I was again uprooted,
mired,
little by little I'm planting,
I patiently nurse
PRNAH BUT WHY CAN NOT I accompanied him,
what I created as health human icon that fails,
human health or the title is only wishful thinking to myself,
O God,
if this is your will,
sincere servant,
BUT WHY SHOULD SERVANT ..